My name is Amy, I’m 21years old ,in ways I’m like many 21year olds ,
I spend time with my boyfriend, go shopping with my friends and family, going out with my boyfriend, I love any thing to do with Marilyn Monroe and Betty Boop, I collect pictures, bags and clothes basically anything to do with them.
I love driving my car, and looking after our pets, dogs, chickens, rabbits, guinea pig and a cat. I love music is so good just to relax to no matter what type, R&B, Pop, Drum and Bass, old time music as long as I like it I can relax to it and take my mine off things.
Then in many other ways I am not like other 21year olds, this is due to being sexual assaulted at the age of 11 by a teacher, then by the age of 16 again I was sexual assaulted by a boy at a party. For long time I went through the aftermath of both assaults and in way I still am, I have suffered from depression for long time. I thought in 2008 I was better from my depression so I went back to a new job as a care assisant but it became to much in august 2009.
Within the last few months I quit my job due to bullying and I am suffering from real bad depression, as I stopped taking my depression tablets, as I thought I didn’t need nor could I afford them so I stop taking them. Which in time has put me back to basics where I am back on tablets and can not work at this time. I have lost a lot of confidence within myself and I don’t really like being or going out on my own. I was very scared I would go back to my old ways of self harming and I didn’t want that.
Amy
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